Having Trouble Getting Into Christmas

I'm still dragging. I just can't over my depression this Christmas. I just can't shake it. Things are pretty good financially. I'm buying pretty much what we want and need. But I'm still missing it - something. I feel like I've lost my faith - like I've lost my way... And I don't have a soul a can talk to about it. I just can't tell people what I'm thinking and feeling.