Christmas Spirit

Every year, I'm determined to make Christmas different - not so busy, crazy and out of control. But by Christmas Eve, exhausted and stressed out, I find myself saying, "I can't wait until Christmas is over!" And it's no wonder...with gifts to buy, trees to decorate, cookies to bake, family to visit (the list is endless) there seems to be no time to find the peace of Christmas. I want to fill myself with the true Christmas spirit but I can't find it! Where can I go, sit in the quiet and really focus on what Christmas is about?